I just don’t know where to start. I’m clueless. I used to…but now… For the past few months, well, since February to be exact, I have been trying to pull myself up out of the pit. Yes, the pit. You know…that dark place you find yourself curled up in like a stray cat waiting for the firemen to come to your rescue. You hear voices all around you, and you even see a few hands reach down and try to…